Was working this morning and suddenly, Ah Yuan's face just appears. Don't know why... Think I should pay him a visit with our friends one of these days. Not sure where he is "staying" now. Kinda sad when his face flashes past my vision just now.

Was on massive depression mode last few months. Forcing myself to smile. But deep down I feels sucky. I can only find the real me when I'm with my instrument and music. Charlton knows about my "depression" mode and drag me out for Shelly's farewell dinner. Keep talking to me, asking about my work and all sort of stuffs... Just to make sure that I will be okie and won't choose the path which Ah Yuan had chosen. Went Mind's cafe for games in the noon. Had so much fun... Really feels better at the point of time. Thanks Charlton for dragging me out to destress. Can disturb Kok too.. Haha.. Lame lame... Taught them the "CAB song" which Kok record it as a video and post it in his Facebook! And worst, he haven pay me for the copryright for that song!!!

Haiz.. Anw, had some fun at work recently. Just finish our Corporate Planning Exercise yesterday at Crowne Plaza Hotel (Changi Airport T3). The place is so fantastic. Nice staffs there to assist us whenever I need help. Thanks Claire for helping up and walking around with me. At least there is someone to talk to.. She is so funny.. and a good gal too.. She actually helped up with the flower wrapping for Charity event till 11pm with me few weeks ago. Really appreciate.

Applied for UniSIM programme, hope I am able to be enroll in the course.

So depress recently. Gotta perk up soon. But not sure how. Lotsa things just happen suddenly. I just got no time or even no energy to react at all... Sometimes, I just feels like what the hell am I doing in this world? Can't I just die and go somewhere else? Haiz...