Depress... Dun feels like doing anything. Reach home after half day of orchestra. But don't know wad to do after that. Decided to pay god ma and shifu a visit. Tok cock, sing song awhile. Feeling better.. Haiz... But after tat feels sian again. Haiz.. Nothing interests me recently. Other than my usual Harry Potter and my instrument. Thats it.. ohya.. and my lovely bear bearssss...

I passed my Grade 5 Zhong Ruan grading with flying colours. 80% merit. Not that i'm boasting. But I kinda feels that in this 1 year, my skills has improved tremedously. I'm preparing for my Grade 6 this year. Hope I can do well....

Think orchestra is the only things to keep me goin nowsaday.. So aimless.. Not sure why am I here in this world too...

Been thinking for so long.. What is my existence about? Why am I here? Still, don't know. Also don't know why am I so depress recently. Can't get an answer.