Haiz. dun like school. coming back to school make me so stress. sick and everything come back 1 shot. recently keep having giddy spells... duno why. maybe nv sleep well nv rest well...

everyday is either study or work.. study or work.. I so envy others weekend is usually shopping times. nothing but play. enjoy life. isnt tat what a poly student should be doing? not every weekend movie, shop and play. but at least should enjoy rite? why i need to juggle between this 2.

after graduation should i continue study or work? see? its like a cycle... is either u study, or you work.... life is lifeless... did i mention shopping earlier? hmmm.. come to think of it, the last time i bought new clothes (tee or wadeva) was during CNY.. wth.. so long nv buy clothes liao... my mum was cleaning my guzheng (instruments) and pack all my past neoprints in a watson plastic bag... wow! whole bag of neoprints.. oso very long nv take neoprints liao... I used to take at least once a month.. but now... haiz.. everything has changed... changed...

recently nothing seems to interests me. depressed over my PP. haiz... now writing my PP.. duno rite or wrong.. dun care.. anyhw write. schools like so sucky.. wuliao... Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a life! Everyday not enuff rest... not enuff sleep... sneeze non stop... work.. study.. study.. work... work and study.. haiz.. i wanna shop! jus 1 day.. shop non stop for clothes.. everything.. but no money.. :( haiz.. this few months gonna save up.. reali save.. need to be super stingy liao.. haiz.. gonna be broke soon... i got more importants things to buy. haiz.. :(

Really down... duno why.. haiz.. wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyy............................................ fan ar!