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Monday, March 09, 2009, 8:47 PM,


Still in office. Just finished my stuffs.. Tomorrow start clearing up more...
I got so much things on my table which I need to clear it off soon. Its piling up. Will be leaving early for UniSIM tomorrow. Die! I'll need to dress myself properly tml.

Its 9pm now. going back! ciao...


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Sunday, March 08, 2009, 6:28 PM,


Someone, Pls get the emo kid out from me... Haiz... I have no motivation to live at all... Some ppl said this is quarter life crisis. 22 = quarter? Coz the avg life for human is about 85. Hence 22 is consider quarter life crisis... Haiz...


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, 12:20 AM,


Depress... Dun feels like doing anything. Reach home after half day of orchestra. But don't know wad to do after that. Decided to pay god ma and shifu a visit. Tok cock, sing song awhile. Feeling better.. Haiz... But after tat feels sian again. Haiz.. Nothing interests me recently. Other than my usual Harry Potter and my instrument. Thats it.. ohya.. and my lovely bear bearssss...

I passed my Grade 5 Zhong Ruan grading with flying colours. 80% merit. Not that i'm boasting. But I kinda feels that in this 1 year, my skills has improved tremedously. I'm preparing for my Grade 6 this year. Hope I can do well....

Think orchestra is the only things to keep me goin nowsaday.. So aimless.. Not sure why am I here in this world too...

Been thinking for so long.. What is my existence about? Why am I here? Still, don't know. Also don't know why am I so depress recently. Can't get an answer.


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Thursday, March 05, 2009, 1:58 PM, What does this means?


Was working this morning and suddenly, Ah Yuan's face just appears. Don't know why... Think I should pay him a visit with our friends one of these days. Not sure where he is "staying" now. Kinda sad when his face flashes past my vision just now.

Was on massive depression mode last few months. Forcing myself to smile. But deep down I feels sucky. I can only find the real me when I'm with my instrument and music. Charlton knows about my "depression" mode and drag me out for Shelly's farewell dinner. Keep talking to me, asking about my work and all sort of stuffs... Just to make sure that I will be okie and won't choose the path which Ah Yuan had chosen. Went Mind's cafe for games in the noon. Had so much fun... Really feels better at the point of time. Thanks Charlton for dragging me out to destress. Can disturb Kok too.. Haha.. Lame lame... Taught them the "CAB song" which Kok record it as a video and post it in his Facebook! And worst, he haven pay me for the copryright for that song!!!

Haiz.. Anw, had some fun at work recently. Just finish our Corporate Planning Exercise yesterday at Crowne Plaza Hotel (Changi Airport T3). The place is so fantastic. Nice staffs there to assist us whenever I need help. Thanks Claire for helping up and walking around with me. At least there is someone to talk to.. She is so funny.. and a good gal too.. She actually helped up with the flower wrapping for Charity event till 11pm with me few weeks ago. Really appreciate.

Applied for UniSIM programme, hope I am able to be enroll in the course.

So depress recently. Gotta perk up soon. But not sure how. Lotsa things just happen suddenly. I just got no time or even no energy to react at all... Sometimes, I just feels like what the hell am I doing in this world? Can't I just die and go somewhere else? Haiz...


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Tuesday, December 02, 2008, 9:04 PM, In memory of Tay Seck Wang aka Ah Yuan


A special post specially for you... ...

In memory of: Tay Seck Wang aka Ah Yuan

Ah Yuan was a very nice person. Friendly, handsome, caring, cheerful and active 22 years old guy. He always seem trouble-free. His bright smile and laughters always brighten up the atmostphere. I still remember his smile and laughters even though he chose to leave us.

I was shocked when I recieved this news on 1st Dec 2008 night. I couldn't bring myself to believe this. He was such a cheerful guy. When he told us about Intrinsic (his interior design company), He even told me and my bf (jokingly) to look for him if we are getting married so he can design our house for us. This is now impossible anymore.

I missed our bowling/movie sessions. Now, we are 1 kaki down. Ah Yuan, you shouldn't have keep things to yourself and try to act strong. Why don't you tell us what is bothering you?! Roy? Charlton? Kok? William? Norman? Lum? (too many) What are they to you?? What are we to you?? Why you chose such a path. We really miss you. Why do you leave us behind. Did you saw how hurt your parents and granny were? Do you saw how sad we were too? Why do you bear to leave us. I don't understand. Nor, did you leave any notes. You left us in mystery.

I went to the undertaker place this afternoon to see you for the very last time. When I saw the men carry you out and put you inside the coffin, it was then I came to realise that you are really gone. You are lying down there, inside the coffin. Not going to have another bowling or movie session with us anymore, no more. At Guan Ming Shan, when your coffin slowly move into the funace, I told myself this is really the end. No more Ah Yuan, he is going into the funance. I can only softly shout "qi sheng" when you are going in. My throat was stuck with all the grievances. Now the ever-cheerful Ah Yuan in our heart, our memories.

Ah Yuan, hao hao shang lu. May you find the peace and ease that you always wish to have.


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Friday, September 19, 2008, 12:51 PM, Sony Z series


Some asshole is bloody hell too rich to get a Sony Z series... *FUMING*

Gimme the $$ dehz...

How I wish for a Sony Z series too (Pinky or Reddie) =)

I'm currently depriving from $$$.... Just can't save even though I'm working. I just dun understand why...
Spents $1.3k on a new instrument and I'm STILL waiting it to arrive...

Blogging in the midist of work. Just came back from my lunch. Super shiok curry fish head behind Amoy food centre with my 3 bosses... *BURP* Paiseh... Too full... LOL

Gonna be out of office soon. To NLB for some work related thingy... COOL SHIT!!! It is ever-happening in this division!!!! Lotsa new things just pop pop popping out! Not time for u to say BORED. Bored is out of the question!

Thinking of change my blog template... Any new ideas or any1 of u wanna design 1 for me???
Princess Theme/Mickey Theme will be great! Thank in advance! LOL

Meeting up with my Princess Club later and some old sec sch friends... Yippee!! But I don't have car to send me home. Haiz... Think I need to hire a chaufferer... =X

Gonna continue working...

Till then~~


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Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 11:39 AM, Hello again...


Its been more den a year since I last posted. Sorry my dear bloggie for abandoning you..



Recently updates for the year... Those major updates...



*drum rolling*





I WENT MELBOURNE!!



Nah.. Dont think that this is a new news to most of you... Haha...

Thanks Uncle Wayne and Auntie Karen for popping by Mel city for 2 days to meet up with us and showing us around.



Photos are available at Willy's Blog.. =X Oops.. Buahahaha....



Ok...



Now another update which will shock most of you... I got a new job and have been working there for the past 1 1/2 months. =)

I'm currently frying Kwey Teow in Maxwell Market. Feel free to patronise my stall peeps.



Its kinda sad to leave my frens and collegues at Sub Courts. Especially my shifu! *tears rolling*



But life's goes on...



Now in my new workplace (I shalln't tell you guys where exactly it is) works are totally different in Sub Courts. But I managed to learn and learn and understand what my current organisation is doing. I found it interesting! There is always different situation popping up! Haha... So I get to "see, listen, and understand".



Collegues here are cool. Nice people over here. "Especially" my dage (he was the one who intro me this job). He is "SOOOooooo" nice to me. Since I didn't update my blog for like donkey years, I doubt dage will read my blog. AND ITS NOT FUN IF HE DID NOT SEE THIS!!!!!!!! Dage.. Read this! It's for you!!!! He always bully me.. :(



I got 3 bosses.. All 3 are nice ladies... Heehee...

Lucky I got 3 understanding and fun bosses. They are different kind of bosses.. Fun and ideas generators. I'm quite new to the new workplace, and the new bosses spends time explaining details to me. Now, I have a better ideas on my department.

I'm still quite "blur" on the current job scope but I will learn hard!

It had been an exciting 1mths 18days in my new job. Thanks to my 3 ladies bosses, my fellow collegues, and also my dage =)

p.s. my dage is so different in office and outside!! OMG!!!!!


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Sunday, May 13, 2007, 12:20 AM, I drive!


9th May 2007 1058hrs. Passed my driving test! Took it for the 1st time and I pass. Too happy! I love to drive. Finally I can drive. YippeE!!


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