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2009-03-09T20:47:00.002+08:00

Still in office. Just finished my stuffs.. Tomorrow start clearing up more...
I got so much things on my table which I need to clear it off soon. Its piling up. Will be leaving early for UniSIM tomorrow. Die! I'll need to dress myself properly tml.

Its 9pm now. going back! ciao...

2009-03-08T18:28:00.001+08:00

Someone, Pls get the emo kid out from me... Haiz... I have no motivation to live at all... Some ppl said this is quarter life crisis. 22 = quarter? Coz the avg life for human is about 85. Hence 22 is consider quarter life crisis... Haiz...

2009-03-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

Depress... Dun feels like doing anything. Reach home after half day of orchestra. But don't know wad to do after that. Decided to pay god ma and shifu a visit. Tok cock, sing song awhile. Feeling better.. Haiz... But after tat feels sian again. Haiz.. Nothing interests me recently. Other than my usual Harry Potter and my instrument. Thats it.. ohya.. and my lovely bear bearssss...

I passed my Grade 5 Zhong Ruan grading with flying colours. 80% merit. Not that i'm boasting. But I kinda feels that in this 1 year, my skills has improved tremedously. I'm preparing for my Grade 6 this year. Hope I can do well....

Think orchestra is the only things to keep me goin nowsaday.. So aimless.. Not sure why am I here in this world too...

Been thinking for so long.. What is my existence about? Why am I here? Still, don't know. Also don't know why am I so depress recently. Can't get an answer.

What does this means?

2009-03-05T13:58:00.002+08:00

Was working this morning and suddenly, Ah Yuan's face just appears. Don't know why... Think I should pay him a visit with our friends one of these days. Not sure where he is "staying" now. Kinda sad when his face flashes past my vision just now.

Was on massive depression mode last few months. Forcing myself to smile. But deep down I feels sucky. I can only find the real me when I'm with my instrument and music. Charlton knows about my "depression" mode and drag me out for Shelly's farewell dinner. Keep talking to me, asking about my work and all sort of stuffs... Just to make sure that I will be okie and won't choose the path which Ah Yuan had chosen. Went Mind's cafe for games in the noon. Had so much fun... Really feels better at the point of time. Thanks Charlton for dragging me out to destress. Can disturb Kok too.. Haha.. Lame lame... Taught them the "CAB song" which Kok record it as a video and post it in his Facebook! And worst, he haven pay me for the copryright for that song!!!

Haiz.. Anw, had some fun at work recently. Just finish our Corporate Planning Exercise yesterday at Crowne Plaza Hotel (Changi Airport T3). The place is so fantastic. Nice staffs there to assist us whenever I need help. Thanks Claire for helping up and walking around with me. At least there is someone to talk to.. She is so funny.. and a good gal too.. She actually helped up with the flower wrapping for Charity event till 11pm with me few weeks ago. Really appreciate.

Applied for UniSIM programme, hope I am able to be enroll in the course.

So depress recently. Gotta perk up soon. But not sure how. Lotsa things just happen suddenly. I just got no time or even no energy to react at all... Sometimes, I just feels like what the hell am I doing in this world? Can't I just die and go somewhere else? Haiz...

In memory of Tay Seck Wang aka Ah Yuan

2008-12-02T21:04:00.005+08:00

A special post specially for you... ...

In memory of: Tay Seck Wang aka Ah Yuan

Ah Yuan was a very nice person. Friendly, handsome, caring, cheerful and active 22 years old guy. He always seem trouble-free. His bright smile and laughters always brighten up the atmostphere. I still remember his smile and laughters even though he chose to leave us.

I was shocked when I recieved this news on 1st Dec 2008 night. I couldn't bring myself to believe this. He was such a cheerful guy. When he told us about Intrinsic (his interior design company), He even told me and my bf (jokingly) to look for him if we are getting married so he can design our house for us. This is now impossible anymore.

I missed our bowling/movie sessions. Now, we are 1 kaki down. Ah Yuan, you shouldn't have keep things to yourself and try to act strong. Why don't you tell us what is bothering you?! Roy? Charlton? Kok? William? Norman? Lum? (too many) What are they to you?? What are we to you?? Why you chose such a path. We really miss you. Why do you leave us behind. Did you saw how hurt your parents and granny were? Do you saw how sad we were too? Why do you bear to leave us. I don't understand. Nor, did you leave any notes. You left us in mystery.

I went to the undertaker place this afternoon to see you for the very last time. When I saw the men carry you out and put you inside the coffin, it was then I came to realise that you are really gone. You are lying down there, inside the coffin. Not going to have another bowling or movie session with us anymore, no more. At Guan Ming Shan, when your coffin slowly move into the funace, I told myself this is really the end. No more Ah Yuan, he is going into the funance. I can only softly shout "qi sheng" when you are going in. My throat was stuck with all the grievances. Now the ever-cheerful Ah Yuan in our heart, our memories.

Ah Yuan, hao hao shang lu. May you find the peace and ease that you always wish to have.

Sony Z series

2008-09-19T12:51:00.003+08:00

Some asshole is bloody hell too rich to get a Sony Z series... *FUMING*

Gimme the $$ dehz...

How I wish for a Sony Z series too (Pinky or Reddie) =)

I'm currently depriving from $$$.... Just can't save even though I'm working. I just dun understand why...
Spents $1.3k on a new instrument and I'm STILL waiting it to arrive...

Blogging in the midist of work. Just came back from my lunch. Super shiok curry fish head behind Amoy food centre with my 3 bosses... *BURP* Paiseh... Too full... LOL

Gonna be out of office soon. To NLB for some work related thingy... COOL SHIT!!! It is ever-happening in this division!!!! Lotsa new things just pop pop popping out! Not time for u to say BORED. Bored is out of the question!

Thinking of change my blog template... Any new ideas or any1 of u wanna design 1 for me???
Princess Theme/Mickey Theme will be great! Thank in advance! LOL

Meeting up with my Princess Club later and some old sec sch friends... Yippee!! But I don't have car to send me home. Haiz... Think I need to hire a chaufferer... =X

Gonna continue working...

Till then~~

Hello again...

2008-09-17T11:39:00.003+08:00

Its been more den a year since I last posted. Sorry my dear bloggie for abandoning you..

Recently updates for the year... Those major updates...

*drum rolling*

I WENT MELBOURNE!!

Nah.. Dont think that this is a new news to most of you... Haha...

Thanks Uncle Wayne and Auntie Karen for popping by Mel city for 2 days to meet up with us and showing us around.

Photos are available at Willy's Blog.. =X Oops.. Buahahaha....

Ok...

Now another update which will shock most of you... I got a new job and have been working there for the past 1 1/2 months. =)

I'm currently frying Kwey Teow in Maxwell Market. Feel free to patronise my stall peeps.

Its kinda sad to leave my frens and collegues at Sub Courts. Especially my shifu! *tears rolling*

But life's goes on...

Now in my new workplace (I shalln't tell you guys where exactly it is) works are totally different in Sub Courts. But I managed to learn and learn and understand what my current organisation is doing. I found it interesting! There is always different situation popping up! Haha... So I get to "see, listen, and understand".

Collegues here are cool. Nice people over here. "Especially" my dage (he was the one who intro me this job). He is "SOOOooooo" nice to me. Since I didn't update my blog for like donkey years, I doubt dage will read my blog. AND ITS NOT FUN IF HE DID NOT SEE THIS!!!!!!!! Dage.. Read this! It's for you!!!! He always bully me.. :(

I got 3 bosses.. All 3 are nice ladies... Heehee...

Lucky I got 3 understanding and fun bosses. They are different kind of bosses.. Fun and ideas generators. I'm quite new to the new workplace, and the new bosses spends time explaining details to me. Now, I have a better ideas on my department.

I'm still quite "blur" on the current job scope but I will learn hard!

It had been an exciting 1mths 18days in my new job. Thanks to my 3 ladies bosses, my fellow collegues, and also my dage =)

p.s. my dage is so different in office and outside!! OMG!!!!!

I drive!

2007-05-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

9th May 2007 1058hrs. Passed my driving test! Took it for the 1st time and I pass. Too happy! I love to drive. Finally I can drive. YippeE!!

2007-04-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

Wow! Unbelievable. Today is my 1 year 1 week and 1 day working in Subordinate Courts (111).

2007-04-26T11:30:00.001+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.You have an outrageous personality...And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.
Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.You need to feel special at all times.You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

2006-10-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, I have been working in Subodinate Courts for about 6 months. Time really flies.

Ya, these 6 months I have learnt alot and I have thought about life alot more. I have seen people from different work of life. Today met this public who is so ... ... I really have nothing to say.

He insisted me to give him a form for his daughter and wife to fill up which I'm not suppose to cause we are not allow to. They need to be here personally before we can issue them the form. Guess wad he said before he left? "You all want to make people troublesome only, why other people cannot collect on behalf?" Den off he went.

After he went, these thoughts were running through my mind... ...

1) We did not give them any trouble. As we are directed to give the form ONLY to the clamiant. They need to be personally present. It is stated in the form itself.

2) If he were to think logically, who is the person that create trouble for the family? Is non other den himself. He was the one the own bank $$$ and have such high outstanding amount which they have to take action against him. If he did not own bank any $$$ will they be so free to take legal action...

3) Shouldn't him be aware that he is the MAIN troublemaker? Guys, I'm not being sacartic here, but I really pity this man. He is about his late 50's but he actually wasted these precious years. After living on earth for the past 50 over years, he still doesn't know how to weight between matters. He do not want to solve their own problem and push his problem around to make it seems as other people's problem. Does we make him to borrow money from bank? Does we force him to pay us by borrowing from the bank? No... ... Those money was for his own luxurious living. So? who does it to blame?

I urge friends or who ever that visit my blog to have a deep thoughts of what you have done. Are you like this uncle? After all your luxurious living and comes a heavy price to pay? And STILL does not wake up from your dreamland and pushes the blame around? If you are, PLEASE WAKE UP!!! Don't waste your life anymore!! Led a meaningful life from now. Admit your mistake!! Only this will make you a better man.

2006-09-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

Went to doc 3 times in 2 weeks. WTH. Keep falling sick. "Sickling" Last fri after my lunch I was "chased" to the polyclinic cause my tummy was killing me for the pass few days. My collegues were so afraid and keep telling me to go for a doc. Waited for 2hrs to see the doc. The doc was a handsome man. He should be in his late 20's. But he cant diagnose my sickness. His last sentence was, "I really cannot understand what contribute to your pain" -_- waste my 2hrs!!!! Anyway, I'm feeling much more better now.

I will be goin for my redang trip end of this week!! Yeah!! onli $60!! haha!! 3D2N. My siao a loved me so much and keep wanting me to go with her. I think she is madly in love with me. When she looks for me during my lunch break, she bought fruits for me and tell me to eat. Saying that 2 fruits and 2 vege a day is good for health. OMG! What will happen? "DUN RAPE ME" haha. Cant imagine.

Went out with siao a few days ago to get a phone for my grandma. I suggested her to sit into the trolley and push her around the giant hypermart! but she thought that I'm that idiot so she turn down my offer. WTH. In the end she said, " Yang Fransin, I buai tahan liao. can sit not?" haha.. den she climb inside the trolley and I maneuver around. All of the shoppers were looking when ever we walk pass them. haha. The staff also nv said anything, so we continue to play around. What a fun day.

Working here is also fun. With a good mentor and a good collegue. Both sitting next to me, one on my left and the other on my right. Chat non stop with them. When I have time, or sabrin have time, she will come down and chat awhile. Or, I will call her court. HAHA. anyway, pray that this coming redang trip will be a wonderful experience for me.

2006-09-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Have been sick since sunday. Kana rain and I didn't bath until I reach home at nite. Went for doc and get a MC during monday and get some medicine. Eat for first 2 days it was still okie. After that no more effect liao. Tues nite it was so pain that I need to pop in my medicine immediatly but I left it in the stupid office. No choice. Need to call William and go down and get from the clinic. Eat liao and sleep... Yesterday when I came to work, suddenly kana flu. My collegue ask me to go back for a check out and I went off... Lucky the queue was short. I'm the 4th in queue. Heng... After some consultation, I went out to the counter and get my medicine. WTH!!! 6 types of medicine this time round. Bye bye $$$.

Took the medicine yesterday and today. Seems better. I called my mom just now and she said u sounds better hor.. can tok rubbish now. HAHA!! Anyway, thanks ALL!! My parents, my dear, han han, helen shifu and sabrin...

Thanks all... ...

2006-08-25T07:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm back from my wonderful trip. 6 days of fun in Taiwan. Went AROUND the whole of Taiwan.

Of the whole of this trip, what I like most is the Pan Pacific sea that was on the left side of me and the mountain range that was on my right side. It's kinda dangerous if the driver is sleepy. Just a step miss you will find yourself in the middle of Pan Pacific sea. My coach bang on the mountain wall on our way from Jiu-Fen to Hualien. The whole coach was sleeping as the journey is bumpy and weather is hot. Everyone tried to shift their place to avoid the glass chip to drop on them. haha.. Come to think of it, FUNNY... Haha..

During 1 of the long journey, the tour guide turn on the KTV system! WOW!!! KTV IN THE COACH. I chose my Valen Hsu songs and some Hokkien song. When I was singing the Hokkien song, the tour guide ran up and see who is singing and clap! OMG!!! I didn't expect that. A PURE hokkien speaking tour guide clap when I sang tat song! SO GLAD!!

Yeah, the food was great too. I love taiwan's delicacies.. Yummy... Ohya, for those who are going over, die die must try those small shop tat is hidden in the alley. Their food are the best! High class restaurant oso cannot win! HAHA...

Things are expensive in Taipei that why I'm not able to get many things back. But I managed to get their "tu chang". Pineapple tarts, mua chee, jelly, iron egg... etc etc... ... *slurp slurp*

The tour guide is so "yellow". Keep saying about "yellow" joke during long rides. I wonder how he get to know those jokes. -_-

I bought a "tao di" for myself. Nothing to do in coach and i'll take out my "tao di" and start blowing... "weet weet weet weet weet" haha...

Okie.. Now have to talk about my plane ride. ITS HORRIBLE!!!! During the trip there, The plane was not that pack so my front seat was actually empty UNTIL an aunty drag her 5 years old son and 2 years old daughter over. OMG. Dooms day. I was sleeping peacefully until that little boy create havoc. Run and shout and whistle. I was so pissed that i shouted "xiao di di"!! Den his mom turn and tell him to quiet down. After the boy is his little sister. She waked up and cry non-stop. WTH. Old wan noisy finish den young wan make noise. Argh. After that I cant sleep liao. Poor me.. When taking plane home, the aunties behind keep talking loudly and keep PULLING my hair when ever they wanna stand out. It was so pain that I shouted in the plane. Den all was looking at me. THe lady keep saying that, "I nv hurt u, I nv hurt u." WTH!! Den after tat I said her she keep pulling my hair.. den she apologise. WTH. den after that they dun dare to look at me... PUI.

DFS is the favorite place that I like to shop! Especially those *slurp slurp*... You know what i means.. Haha.. Bought $200 worth of alcohol. Wow. Guess how much 1 big bottle of Vodka cost? onli $23.90. Yes! Finally I can drink till I drop! =p

2006-07-19T11:21:00.000+08:00

What a life. This keep happening. One after another. I really can't take it. I DON'T HAVE THE FOOKING MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM NOT A MONEY PRINTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO AWAY!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-27T09:01:00.000+08:00

I wanna change my skin. Feels v.stupid coz i duno how to do. Cant get my Bobby and Xiao Bai into a new home. I really need help ar!!!

2006-04-20T10:17:00.000+08:00

Wow! Working now. This job is so fun... I'm loving it~ Working in a funny environment. 2nd day of work and I am insane. haha. This is the real me. 1st day of work I am so quiet cause I know no one here. After that I like a ah siao. Haha... Disturbing people during work is my specialist. Is there such job? Disturbing job? Hmmm. I think thats should be quite fun. I am missing my gal... My Maple gal. Was not mapling this few days. Argh. I WANT MAPLE!!! Last few weeks I was stucked at home mapling everyday. So into it. Until I called JQ to help me. Haha.

Stucked with my current lvl. I want to level up!! UP UP UP!!! i wanna level up!

Dear..... Bring me go level up la............ haha!

2006-03-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

Most expensive 7-11 store.

I have a feeling that I got cheated buying a hotdog roll and ribena from a 7-11 kiosk in Singapore Indoor Stadium. It is so EXPENSIVE!! Imagine, $5 for a hotdog roll and $3 for a packet of ribena. Go and rob the bank please.

No price tag up at all. I thought that hotdog the most is $3 and maybe $2 for the ribena, never did I knew that it shot up to $8! OMG! Eat liao shit gold.

Kana cheated princess.

2006-02-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

Got sunburnt. Both shoulder got red patches. Very pain. I dont feel like wearing bra at all.. coz it will only make the patches worst. haiz. =(

2006-02-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY DEPRESS!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME DIE!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

Went to stupid school just to take a stupid UT. Sian. Waste my time and sleep. Cant get to sleep in the day time nowsaday even if i am really DAMN tired.

After UT went Mac for breakfast, back to school to collect money, collect spects, and VB.net cd from John. *Thanks*

Went grandma's house to help her in cleaning. Tired after that but I just can't sleep. Don't know why. Very dejected now. Waiting for days to pass... ... ... (meaningless)

Things to do:
1) Birthday present -> need to send to USA
2) New year clothes
3) Clean my house

Who do I own ppl things? Please tag and let me know. Cannot own things cause new year.. I need to clear my heavy debts.

2006-01-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

Feel like chopping off my leg! Itchy like siao!!

2006-01-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Non stop insanity. Problems doesnt seems to ends and stop there. All falling on me one after another.

Problem 1 - Problem 2 - Problem 3 - Problem 4 - Problem 5 - Problem 6 - Problem 7 - Problem infinity!!!!!!!!!!!

Where the hell will these gonna ends. I am really going crazy with all these problems. I cant vent anger and I cant do anything. Nothing seems right. Argh!

I am beginning to hate my life.

2006-01-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO BE LIKE BUBBLE! ONE POOF! AND I SHALL DISAPPEAR IN THIN AIR!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN WAN TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Very sick.

Not very well since the pass 1 week. On and off. Like going to die soon. Please buy me a Mickey coffin if I die. Thanks.

2005-12-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

Kill me please. Thanks you.

2005-12-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

WOW!! Finally I am blogging. Today is my fifth day in Chiang Rai, Thailand. Everything is great over here. Nice weather, nice villager and nice environment.

First nite when we reached Bangkok, we get ourself a rooftop near the Bangkok hotel. Nice weather! Everything so good!!

Proceed to Chiang Rai, Mae Yao the next morning. We went to one of the Temple when we first step in Chiang Rai. I am not too sure the reason of this. It might be the customer or wadeva.

Everything went well until tat very nite. In the midest of the meeting (with Mirror Art Group management), I felt giddy. Not on that, I got the feeling to PUKE! OMG!!!! Totally CMI.

I went back to the room in MAG, puke and sleep till next morning. I bought my Mickey there too. =D and Jessica bought her Fuzzy! Both are good frens now haha.. Kok totally cannot stand me.. Haha..

Tonnes of jobs gota finish before my trip back to Bangkok. 6 more days? Yay! Need to set up a small booth or information counter about the particular tribe there. Brouchure to educate tourist about the things that are happening. I wanna buy their traditional custumes!!! Haha...

Now I am in the ebannok studio. Quite sophisicated over here. There is wireless but due to the bad weather, there is some interruption now and thens.

I am living with Karen tribe. The host that I am living with very good. Gwen, Shelly and me stay in the same place. The mae (mother) treat us ichiban! Although we cant speak their language but we learn some day by day. Hand Guesturing are important!! Haha...

Tommorrow is Sunday and Christian dont work on Sunday. SO.... we are going HOT SPRING!! YESH YESH YESH!

Okie.. I need to get my jo done. Now is already 12:40pm,(Thai time, Singapore time 1:40pm)

Today onli need to work for half day! 3.30pm finish work liao! YAY!!

2005-11-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

2005-11-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz. dun like school. coming back to school make me so stress. sick and everything come back 1 shot. recently keep having giddy spells... duno why. maybe nv sleep well nv rest well...

everyday is either study or work.. study or work.. I so envy others weekend is usually shopping times. nothing but play. enjoy life. isnt tat what a poly student should be doing? not every weekend movie, shop and play. but at least should enjoy rite? why i need to juggle between this 2.

after graduation should i continue study or work? see? its like a cycle... is either u study, or you work.... life is lifeless... did i mention shopping earlier? hmmm.. come to think of it, the last time i bought new clothes (tee or wadeva) was during CNY.. wth.. so long nv buy clothes liao... my mum was cleaning my guzheng (instruments) and pack all my past neoprints in a watson plastic bag... wow! whole bag of neoprints.. oso very long nv take neoprints liao... I used to take at least once a month.. but now... haiz.. everything has changed... changed...

recently nothing seems to interests me. depressed over my PP. haiz... now writing my PP.. duno rite or wrong.. dun care.. anyhw write. schools like so sucky.. wuliao... Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a life! Everyday not enuff rest... not enuff sleep... sneeze non stop... work.. study.. study.. work... work and study.. haiz.. i wanna shop! jus 1 day.. shop non stop for clothes.. everything.. but no money.. :( haiz.. this few months gonna save up.. reali save.. need to be super stingy liao.. haiz.. gonna be broke soon... i got more importants things to buy. haiz.. :(

Really down... duno why.. haiz.. wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyy............................................ fan ar!

2005-11-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

Went for cultural documentation with YEP buddies. OMG! 1st time stepped into little india.. Went to mustafa... Haha.. 1st time.. Abit.. Erm... erm.. erm... haha.. The things there consider cheap.. I like the food level... So many kinds of yummy.. see liao will drool~ =p Heehee..

2005-11-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

Depressed.

1 thing to concluded. I am damn stupid. Can't even handle a simple task assigned to me well.

Last but not least, I am a stupid gal. Thanks.

2005-10-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

Down with fever! Yesterday went dinner with my David kor coz i own him a treat coz of his birthday ma. Yesterday morning wake up already sore throat liao. My real brother juz came back from army and buy me 2 large pack of Strepsils. Ate non stop to ease the pain.

We went Swenswen. The seat we got was wonderful! Cushion de wor~ Haha. I ate Salmon Teriyaki cause my Dear will scold me if i continue eating cutlet or Fish n Chip. =( Went around shopping and shopping~ So fun! David bought "Three Legs Cooling Water" for me. He says suppose to reduce body heatiness. So sweet~

Tell u a secret~ David is bad at Bishi Bashi~ =x Oops. Haha.

While I was waiting for bus, I suddenly felt not very well. Whole body warm, but felt cold. David touch my forehead and says going sick liao. When on the bus I really cmi. Fainting. When I got home, I ransack my house and found the themometer. Guess wad? Really fever liao. Haiz. 38.3 degree. Took 2 pills of panadol and went to bed. Can't reali sleep well. Fall asleep around 1am. This morning 7am wake up. Body clock abit screw up. Den was twisting and tossing in bed. Coz I felt sad.

This morning when I was resting in bed, my mum came in and says wake up liao.. William is here~ Den when I open my eyes, he is standing in front of me. I saw his msg but dun reali get wad he means, so I din bother to open the door. Haha. He bought me lots and lots of medicine and milo. My 3 little babies also came. So xing fu~

Dear so sweet~ Fetch me go doc. I wanted to see doc near my house wan. But its not open. In the end he drove me to my gma's house there. Very high fever. Yesterday panadol din help. Temperature still remain at 38.3 degree. Retribution for being a naughty gal. Heehee...

So many people cares for me. David, parents, and last but not least... MY DEAR! I am a super fortunate gal~~ lala~~

Hope my dear wont be late for work. So happy to see him today. Really a "BIG" surprise.. Haha..

Below msg is only for my dear~:
Dear~ Thanks a million~ *Muackz Muackz*

2005-09-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Wow! so fun! Went bbq with YEP bannok gang. Haha. Wonderful. Crap and craps!

I cheated in the blind folding game. I can see everything clearly.. haha. tats why my team won! Haha... Shelly said so obvious tat I can see loz.. haha.. i juz walk walk walk... HAHA!!

The bbq pit reali very wulu. We walked from the east coast Macdonald to the Area B bbq pit. Took us around 40mins.. -.- good form of exercising. Haha... But so so tired lez.. haiz..

2005-09-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

Suay-est day in my whole fucking life!

Today fucking not my day. Duno why everyday is like so down. Especially today. mlm

Sibei suay things that happened today:

1) internet connection got cut off. (reasons: fucking no one tell me that there is internet bills for me to pay! guess how long? 3mths!!)

2) Went to pay bills. (mum told me can pay partial. so i did. get back home dad says cant cause disconnect muz pay full. WAD THE FUCK! CANT U TELL ME EARLIER!)

3)Went back again to settle the full payment.

4)Make someone angry. (but i did the way i was told)

5)went out with frens. heavy rain

6)no umbrella.

7)ez-link card no money

8)when i went to top-up, found out ATM card lost. fuck hell!

9)walk all the way to taka bank and report.

10)charges me $5 for the card.

FUCK!! NEVER BEEN SO SUAY IN MY LIFE BEFORE.

Wad ever!! Anyway, no one cares. NO ONE!

Anyway, Thanks David for the wonderful meal and movie. Love you~

Yesterday went badminton with pals. 1st time play. very fun.

nothing more to says.

I need strength to carry on. Rather die!!

2005-09-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

Just as I have predicted. It is another sad and lonely day. With a little drizzling rain... Double up the sadness.

Unlucky too. I was playing with my new phone and found out tat I was not able to send MMS, so I called and ask for support. I manually change all the settings and still not able to send MMS. So, the advice given was to go down to their service centre at Paragon and seek help there. Argh. The phone call last about an hour and after tat, I bath and leave my house.

Going down to Paragon M1 Service Centre wasn't in my schdule today. Before I go to M1, I went to Toa Payoh Bossini to change something. So long... Took me an hour to finish replacing the correct items. After tat I headed to Paragon. The queue is quite alright. Is the troubleshooting. The customer officer have problem helping me to troubleshoot the phone. Haiz. See. Luck has been real down. He can't identify the problem and tried other alternatives like change my SIM card into another phone and retify tat the problem lies with the phone. Not my SIM card. He passed the phone to a technician for help too.. But juz as I expected. Still unable to send MMS. He keep apologising for taking up so much of my time. I felt so guilty. Haiz. He says he help me troubleshoot some more. Lucky. He manage to see the blind spot! Spotted the black sheep and bingo! Able to send MMS again.

Due to this phone problem, I was late for appoinment. Kind of guilty. Argh. Nothing seems to be right.

Felt very heavy this few days. Alot of things continue to bottle up. More and more. Felt like it is bursting soon. I wan to release. I need to release. I have to release. I MUST release. Please help!

2005-09-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

又是感触良多的一天啊。。。

今天是农历的八月十五，中秋节。人们常说每月的农历十五日
的月亮是最圆的，尤其是中秋节。

没错，今晚的月色还算迷人。皎洁的月亮悬吊在高空中。突然让我想起。。。咳。。还是算了。

总觉得，美好的时光总是短暂的。就像今晚的月亮，那迷人的月色也只能有几个小时的生命。在那之后，就得等多365天了。

今天的气候不是想象中那么的好，下了雨。。。

中秋佳节，中秋佳节。。。何谓佳节?
月圆人团圆。。。何谓人团圆？

不管这些话的含义是什么，我还是想祝那些看到这封信的知己说声中秋节快乐。
还有，我所珍惜的人。。。祝你幸福。。。

2005-09-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

1 more hour to Mid authum festival. It is suppose to be a happy occassion tomorrow, but I have already predicted that tomorrow will be another miserable day for me.

This seems to be a tradition for the past 3 years. I need to redeem my sin... Haiz... When can I have a joyful mid-authum festival? This wish of mine seems so near yet so far. I tried to reach for it, but it seems impossible.

Blame no one but me. I am the cause of all evil... How I wish I can have a fun mid-authum festival. Please enlighten me.

2005-09-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

Okie.. All says my blog is rotting.. haha.. but is reali rotting. Haha.. Okie.. so wad should i update now? Okie.. I pon teng on last friday juz to work for the IT show. Haha. But the luck isn't there. Sold less than 10 pieces of laptop.. sobsob. I saw Mr Wum, my sec school CO in-charge there. Gave him my number and surprisingly, he sms me and says wanna buy laptop.. I am working now. but doubt he will come. coz IBM laptop is expensive.. but good loz.. Haha.

Wednesday was Polar bear birthday. I went steamboat with them. Oil splattering.... Ouch ouch... live prawns jumping~ Haha... Gave her surprises... Blur her tat we are leaving and 1 gal bring her to arcade. Den we secretly collect the cake and lit it at the field there. Suddenly, there a special person pop up behind her.. Haha.. den her face like wanna cry liao.. heehee... Oh.. I still remember. She own me a Muack Muack!!

My bro went army liao loz.. Enlisted yesterday. went tekong with my dad and william. Wa.. They slept on king koil bed and there is also billards!! The food they ate are so so yummy! I got eat lez. Haha..

2005-08-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!!! Just back from Padang!!! Padang~~ Are U Ready??? YEAH~~~~ Haha... So fun!! It so fun today!! Went NDP with William, Mickey and Pokey~ Wow!

Guess wad? We went there super early. Around 3plus and have to wait outside the gate cause they claim that there is a last rehearsal going on in there. We are one of those early birds. We thought if we get there early, we can get good places. Sad. That's not the case. We have to fill up the front seats before moving back. So we decided to wait till they "open" the seats at the back. Not reali very behind. But we managed to have a plane view. Wow...

Ohya, there was this duno gal or guy fainted during the parade...

Excuse me for being rude to the army guy, dear... He is TOO COCKY!!!!!! Haha!! The guy look like my secondary school mate... Bleah~

The flighters! The fireworks! The formation! The parachute! The dance! The song! The march! The Padang Wave! The Singapore Cheer!

Wow!!! Fantastic!! I think it ends quite fast lez... Haha... I wanna have more fun...

Oh... I have 1 stupid question over here. Do Singapore have a special technology to chase off dark clouds? When I am sitted in Padang, almost half of the sky went dark. Not long after, it turn clear and bright again. OMG~ Really can't imagine. Why will this happened?

The funniest part is at the end of the parade, Gurmit said that the sky reali have a crecent and 5 stars.. Every1 was looking and counting the stars. I found 2 stars but cant find the crescent. Diaox... Haha....

Yeah~~ NDP is so so so so FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG~~ The tatoo still on my face... Duno how to get rid~ Haha...

Oh... If wan to see photos please go here.... www.zippy79.blogspot.com

2005-08-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! I reali never bring brain with me today. Working oso like tat... Michael was saying how come today you so stupid huh?? Usually not like tat wan lez... WTF... Argh.. reach home liao ask mum things.. got reply from her liao and i still ask her again.. and agian... she says wad happened? u senile le ar?? ............. I think i reali nv bring brain with me.. not inserted properly or wad..... My head very pain........ The pain is back again.. AAaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh................

2005-08-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

Working now... Haha... Heavy rain and I forgot to bring an umbrella out. =( saded... Today is so quiet. No customer nothing. Sit there and do nothin all the way. Lucky Pokey and Mickey are working with me.. Haha. Level 5 got 1 ah siao keep clapping his hand. Duno wad is wrong up there! HAHA...

Tired. Stop here. Will stop here and continue later in the afternoon.

It's 5.05pm now. My pokey and Mickey agreed that Michael is a Devil. Coz he is evil. Totally wuliao today. Sit there and see people walk past. Haiz. I feel like sleeping. Idiot Michael sitting next to me and yawn non stop. Make me wan to sleep more. Argh. Headach for quite a few days liao. Pain. Think is Sharon voodoo me... Saded. sobsob.

Michael and I are intending to close the shop early today since there isn't many people around.

Super sad now. My heart totally broken nothing can heal it now... ='( Why................

2005-08-03T15:07:00.000+08:00

FOOK! ART LESSON IS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN BUT IT IS NOT NOW. I REALISE THAT I HAVE BEEN THE ONE DOING ALL THE THIGNS EVERY WEEK.

LAST WEEK WE ARE TO COME OUT WITH AN ACT. FINE. ACT OUT DEN ACT OUT LA! CAN'T THINK OF AN IDEA AND NO ONE WAN TO CONTRIBUTE. FINE~ I DO THEN. FINALLY I CAME OUT WITH AN ACT THAT IS RELATED TO THE LESSON AND FOUND OUT THAT MY GROUP NIANG NIANG QIANG DONE A WORD PAD WRITING. SO I THINK OF A WAY TO JOIN HIS WORDPAD AND MY ART WORK TOGETHER. SIBEI NIANG NIANG QIANG. KEEP SAYING THAT MY IDEA CAN'T WORK. FOOK U! MY ART WORK CAN GO LASELLE WAN OKIE! FOOK U! IN THE END USED MY IDEA, AND FAC PRAISE ABOUT THIS.

TODAY, MORE HOT!! THIS STUPID LOUD SPEAKER I HATE, ALWAYS NEVER DO THINGS WHEN HE IS TOLD. MAKE ME FUME! FAC SHOOT HIM TODAY. I THINK SHE KNOWS THAT HE IS SOCIAL LOAFTER. LEFT WITHOUT SAYING A WORDS. I DUN GIVE A DAMN.

EVERYTHING I DO. POWERPOINT EVERYTHING. TODAY MORE POWER. NEED TO DO A WEBSITE. I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WEBSITE. LAST 20MINS RUSH OUT WITH ONE. AFTER FINISH MY WEBSITE, I PASS TO MY TEAM MATE, EDITED THE BACKGROUND AND PASS IT BACK TO ME. HE JUST THROW THE THUMB DRIVE AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOOOOOOOOOKKK. I DID EVERYTHING AND PEOPLE JUZ THROW THE THUMB DRIVE AT ME! WHY HAVE TO DO THIS. DAMN HOT! ARGH!

DUN FEEL LIKT TOKING AT ALL. WHY THEY DUNO HOW TO TREASURE PEOPLE. IDIOT!

2005-08-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hottest Topic In Town~~

Guess what? siaosiao WB is the hottest topic in town. I am the Vice-President. Haha... Care to know who is the President? Go here >> sabrina6.blogspot.com

The whole lot of us like so crazy over this IG. Haha. Oh.. My mickey and bobby are both in the spokeman catagory. Haha.

Today isn't a very good day for me. Damn stupid girl. I think maybe I have not been sleeping well recently. Memory is fading. Haiz. Brain not functioning. I thought I lost William's tumb drive. I kept thinking that I have pass him the tumb drive and we were searching high and low for it thinking that we must have drop it somewhere. Until I called gugu zi and realise that I forget to take. How stupid can I be. Haiz.

Reach home and found out that my ring went missing. OMG~~ Search again. Comb my living room and room. Pissed. Guess where I found it? In my wallet! Wad the hell am I doing. Then find my card reader. No where in sight. Throw everything and ransack. Finally found. Argh~ Just not my day. Wad the hell.

Java UT tomorrow. Die! Know nothing. Haha. Maybe I really need sleep. ZzzZzz. Nite~

2005-07-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Argh!! My taggie gone~ Whole thing deleted! Duno who went in and delete.... saded!!

2005-07-25T11:02:00.000+08:00

Guys, If you all wanna know how my Mickey is being rape, go here. www.lovechamomile.blogspot.com This is the rapist blog. My Mickey is porn star!

2005-07-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

Totally devastated... Went to work in the morning and left mickey out in the sun for sun bathing. Cause i bath him yesterday. Not once but twice. Cause he fall down when we went starbuck on friday.

I was happily going home to meet Mickey cause he was sun bathing and I did not bring me to work with me. Whole day never see him... Misses him so much. Guess wad? When i reach home, Mickey is still outside... I took down and smell. He is not dry yet! and there is a stench. Erm, how should I describe? Is like when u wash your clothes and there is no sunlight, your clothes will tends to have a stench. Argh. Mickey was shivering. Then i found the reason why. RAIN! That's the cause! PUI! Idiot family. Only know how to sit and eat! Idiot! Heavy rain and they don't even know how to bring Mickey in! Let him alone in the rain. No wonder he is so wet. I was wondering. More then 8hrs of sunlight not enuff mez? Haiz. Idiot them! At home shake leg and do nothing!

Gonna anti them for a few days until Mickey is fine! Hrmp! No mood for anything now. So afraid that he will run a fever. Haiz. Been out in the rain for duno how long. Idiot them. They will be dead if anything happens to my Mickey!!

Just bath Mickey again. This is the 3rd time i bath for him le. Haiz. If there is no sun tomorrow, what will happen to Mickey? He is now having flu le. What if later fever? I dun dare to sleep tonite. Worried, very worried. Think later i will give him some flu medicine to eat. To subside his running nose and prevent him from getting fever. =( totally upset!

Today I bought Mummy's fav tibbits for her! She so happy. =D Haha. Tomorrow is monday and Mummy is not working. Yeah! Cool! Only she knows how to take care of mickey. Tomorrow i will let Mickey enjoy the sun bath again and tell Mummy to take good care of him. If he get more sick, i will be more sad. ='( Pray that Mickey will not have sun burn. Pray pray~~

2005-07-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

This post is meant to shoot shaorn! She is so idiot man!! Idiot her! rape my mickey! After tat incident, she still dare to sms me and say wan to gang rape my mickey!! SHIT U SHARON! HELL! Because of you... My mickey not virgin liao! Idiot! He see ur face wan to vomit! coz u got the pervert flasher look! Anyway, mickey got bird bird de!!!! He wont be Minnie! and never will! I love my mickey~

Sharon, u better careful. I find ppl to gang bang u and see how. Then u will understand mickey's feeling. He is now feeling better. Lucky... Haiz. Poor mickey. MuackzZ.. Mickey... MuackzZ~ *winkz winkz*

2005-07-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

Totally depressed. FYP juz sux! i cant take it anymore!! FYP not finish! Not yet start i would say! Ideas keep changing. Tonite will be a sleepless nite. Going to pon tml's art lesson.

Went down for CE points, guess wad? my mickey almost lost. and william din realise his absence. I run to cheat CE point is the library and saw mickey in the table outside the library. The sembcrop uncle saw me and wave mickey at me. I stunned and ask why is mickey with him? He says this is yours? He ran to me. I was like.... Just nice i was on the phone with william, so i ask him, "what is mickey doing with uncle?" He din know that mickey went missing!!!!!! OMG!!! DEAD! SO SO DEAD!

Was wondering what will happen if mickey have the same faith as my miao miao? =( So heartbroken.

After i manage to cheat the CE points and got back to class. Guess what now? Sharon send me i mickey mouse marching song. A normal wan. Den after tat my msn recieve mickey video. What video? Video of my mickey being TORTURED and SEXUALLY HARRASSES by sharon and gugu zi!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Suddenly, my whole become blank. I can't react anymore. Too many things happened at the same time. I can't take it anymore!

Imagine, if your child almost lost, being tortured and sexually harrasses by people, how will u feel.

My world seems to collapse. and will always be................

Sad + depressed + nothing can describe my feeling now.

Please let me die!!!

2005-07-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

Wow. I got A for my art appreciation UT2. William got A too. But i think the leo system cock out and it turn to B+ =( Idiot leo! Took his A away. Anti-Leo system!

Dun sad okie. UT4 sure will get A!! =D

Everything is so pack. Imagine i am taking 5 modules, PP, FYP (not yet start) all bombing me. I think i am dead soon. FYP is so so rush. Wonder how i die. I dun wan to retake the module. Cause RP sux! PUI!

Coming to school everyday realli like shortening my life. Argh. Cant wake up in the morning. ZzzZzz. Today i went Mac IG meeting with Charlton and gangs. Went to LJS. The breakfast taste so yummy. And the toast is really 1 inch thick. Super thick!! But the part that was most interesting was that LJS does not have enuff bread! PUI! Haiz. They didnt manage their inventory re-order point well. Super booo..... Haha. Maybe LJS should send them to retrain. Give them more lessons on the reorder point la. Else customers will get pissed off and will nont patronise the shop again. Stewpid them! Haha...

Today so happy. Yeah... Yeah... Yeah... *wink wink*

Signing off,
President of Anti-Leo system
President of Anti-RP
President of Anti-PBL system

2005-07-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz. I wanna blog like super long ago...................... but always not time sleep early so din loz.

Okie.. back to the point the purpose of this post. Ohya.. Hmm.. How should i start... Way way way back.........

Guys, see... I am so so pissed off. Imagine, in a very important meeting, i was not called for this meeting and all other members were there. Even some one who had quitted CO long long long ago was there. He has no position there anymore but he have a bigger says then me! OMG! What he said, people consider.. Imagine his reason for quitting... Did he mention it when i was in position? Dun really remember. I still treat him as friends after he quitted. Until that very day...... So back stabber. In the meeting, he keep saying bad things about me. Argh. Cannot imagine. Says the way i rule things all the things that i did were WRONG!!! ALL WRONG! So people wan to change the whole system inside.

Not only that, this tiger and cat keep saying bad things about our instructor. All good actor. Act infront of the instructor and say bad things behind them. I think cause they are of the same species. Haha. Don't feel like being with them. Saw the cat at bus stop last few day. Cat smile at me, i smiled too... But SUPER fake. LOLX. I also know how to fake. Not only you guys know. Only that too much work load for me and i have no time for all these rubbish.

Yun said i have changed. In the past, i will juz scold them and all sort of rubbish. Haha. Not really change, but i am too lasy to do things. Too much work load to handle. Too tired. Restless...

Think you guys already know sharon's reason departure. Due to the email. Haha. The word "amicable" made her so fume~~ I can feel things burning. Hot.. Real Hot. It's not because i wanna leave that made her came up to this decision. She was the one who psycho-ing me to stay after the performance. Because of her, i stayed. She is so guilty because of this. Shar, if you happened to read this part, dun guilty la. Haha. I didn't blame you. If other think that i am the reason for your departure, let them be. I don't give a damn.

By the way, here is something i need to clarify. Shar always been the person doing all the SHIT. The sheep take it for granted. Why i said so? Cause shar is my fren? No... All of them are my frens. I'm always neutral. Is what i saw that convinced me. I was the reason that she joined, no matter how hard it is, she is trying to help me to maintain the whole situation. This sheep! Takes things for granted. Push shar all the jobs and get the credits on her own. Always blur blur and seems like sharon is bullying sheep. Haiz. Why? Cause i saw it! Got it? Actually, she mind helping people doing the work and they claim it as their credit. But do you think that is so unfair? Always give people that impression that you are the so busy, so packed with other things while you are actually not. I look down on this kind of person. Bleah! Look down on you. Haha.

Most hated things is the way they complain about instructor. He is such a nice person and tiger, cat and sheep are talking bad about him. Wonder if they know the word "xiu chi"? Only treat him good if they wanna have free ride. Fake. So fake. Shar... You cool down la... Haiz...

Was sick these few days. Sore thoart. Shar bought me lots of sweets. Haha.. I eat non stop. Just finish everything tat you gave me... Haha. Thanks..

Guess what? They are a bunch of laughing tigers~~ *wink wink*

Yesterday i was working and this is what me and my manager came out. Quite boliao...

1 boliao person with another boliao person in a super boliao place doing super boliao thing and talking about boliao stuff.
Questions: Imagine how boliao can it be.
Ans: boliao^5

2005-07-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

I am in dilemma. Can't function anymore. It's bursting!!!!!!

2005-07-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

Okie guys!

Decisions made.

It's really time for me to leave. Just as i posted earlier. People just don't appreciate the things which i have done for them despite my heavy shedule. So, is there any more reasons for me to stay? Just find me 10 reasons.

I doubt there are...

2005-07-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

Quote from my Miss Teo AKA Mummy Teo, "if a place you are in doesn't give you back benefits for all the effort you put in, it's time to go."

Shall i go? Or stay? My initial plan was to go and many of my close fren said i should leave too...

Hmmm.... ...

2005-06-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

Just finised Stats UT! WTH! Leo totally fuck up. Whole class cannot access. All using paper! WTF! I paid for the services okie! I.D.I.O.T! and anyway i gonna fail my leo. Head so giddy today. Think Sharon is crazy. She woke me up at 6am today. Not enuff sleep. everyday less den 3hrs of sleep. Totally cmi. I cant take it anymore. Holiday till now. Its been more then a month. How i wish i can sleep non stop for 1 whole week and replenish all my energy.

Sharon wanna burn RP down. Wow! Please do it. Coz i no gut to do so.. Haha..

Head very pain, very giddy. Things are spinning. Dun wan econs today.

..................................

2005-06-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

I need life. Dying~

2005-06-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

Shar! u sms me.. I thought u found my miao miao. William so funny. He said u muz have took the same cab and found miao miao.. I so happy for a moment until u answer my call.. =( what online wan? Not my real miao miao. =( Sobsob.

I think i my bio clock is screw up again. Every nite got into bed super late and wake up around 8plus - 9. Siao... I need rest. I have been working real hard this holiday. Very stress. Imagine i can even dreams of space invader, art subjects, artist standing in front of me painting............. siao liao. The worst thing is, my brother told me that i ask him to do something which i DON'T REMEMBER AT ALL! and guess wad?? My whole family are there to witness! STUNNED! Can't even remember what i told my brother to do and why i ask him to do. Whole family laughing. Haha. Now i still cannot remember what i told him despite him telling me so many times. Brain too pack for any more things??

Please give me some days to rest. I think i reali need to recharge. Drained...

2005-06-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

Finish 65% of the art report at 6.30am!! I kept doing till 6.30am. Can't imagine. I actually don't feel like sleeping and wanted to finish the whole report. Thuders roars and i think it will be a super nice time to sleep. Haha. Went to bed and wake up at 9am. Stun rite?! Haha. I oso think so. We movie with friends. After that i met my family at Bugis. Went to have lunch and arcade. We walk all the way to selegie and have the tau huey there.

Ohya, my bro birthday so he bought PC games as a gift, but i dun remember saying i wanna get him something as a present, did i? HAHA!

I can't get any sleep after i wake up at 9am today. Lets see, from monday till now. I only slept 2.5 hrs in 41 hrs!!! Can't imagine! But now my eyes are still so bright. Should go and try to sleep.

2005-06-21T02:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, I can eat normal food again. Too much porriage for the past 5 days. Haiz. Today is a really tiring day. I went swimming with Sharon in the morning. We actually walk to the pool. That was great. My last swim was like 4-5 months ago.

Today not really much handsome guy there today. Or should i says no handsome guy at all? Right, Sharon? Haha. But there was this "couple". (Both gay la) I dunno whether they are trying to show off or wadeva. Swim across the lane and create high high splashes. Damn idiotic! The splashes juz hit us! We won't mind if u two are a little more handsome. Totally cmi. Haha. And Guess wad? 1 of them actually did pumping beside the pool. Super attention seeker. Haha. Maybe they are taking part in some swimming competition or wad. Quite nicely build and tanned skin tone. They even timed for their laps. After that think heard them giving comments or wad? Not too sure oso. Sharon, wad huh? They like mumbling something. Haiz. Who bother bout these 2 idiots. Just go and take their bath and dun disturb us swim!! Lucky they went off early. Peaceful...

I thought life in the pool will be more peaceful after their departure. No! Not at all!! I am sexually harass by SHARON YEO SHU YI! She's damn pervert! Smack and squeeze my butt at the market on our way there. So paiseh. A lot of people loz! And it hurts okie sharon. =( Still not enuff.. She molest me in the pool.. =( Touch everywhere... Sobsob... Early in the morning eat my tofu and claim that u are vegetarian. Bleah! Haha.

We Crystal Jade and get a toast before heading to our next location. Crystal Jade chicken wing is nice! Guess where is our next location? Haiz. With Sharon around where can we go? No where! Just K Box (OR/AND) K Box. Haha. Idiot! There is one super BIG, FAT mosquitoes flew past me! I going to catch u tonite! Just wait! So a big disturbance! Erm? Where were i? Ohya... K box. I own Shar 1 K lunch. Dunno when oso. I just remember i own her 1 K lunch, so we went. Sing and sing until "Times up! Last song." Haha. No choice.

After K we went to look for jacket, but all doesn't catch Shar's attention. Haha. Den went popular. Sharon want me to get my painting material for this STUPID art module that i am taking. Haiz... Since sec sch time i always knew that art is a super dooper expensive subject. Haha. I remember i was like throwing money into art in secondary school time! D and T, Food and nutritions all dun have to spend on this and that. Haiz. Dunno why i was being posted to art class when mine D and T and Home Econs were getting result. Stupid sec sch! Back to topic. Ya.. Spent money on art materials today. I get the cheapest paint there! $2.40. Okie la.. A lot of colours to choose from. I still can reuse all my sec school other art material. My paints all dried up.

Sharon and I are super budget. We walked all the way back home. Under such scorching sunlight! Haha. Mum went out and i have to cook once i reached home. prepare and cook 2 dishes in 30 mins. Haha. Don't even dare to taste. Guys, it taste nice okie! (Cause i was force to take a bite after i am back from Sharon's house at night.) My granny always says i cook better den my mum! Haha. =p

Went Shar's house after i cooked. Thanks Shar for accompanying me to do my art and i think u were also enjoying urself alot loz! All the colours everything. You even burn candles. Fainted. Lucky nothing too bad happened. Choi choi. I went home and show 3 pieces to my cousin, 2 by sharon and 1 by me. My cousin actually chose mine! Sharon so angry. Says he don't understand art and like Kindergarden drawings. Haha. Sharon xie xie ni.. =D

Cousin was here today. Playing with him. Cause tomorrow is my big brother birthday, and he is staying over and celebrate tomorrow. All sleeping outside now! He even brought alcohol! Haha. I was doing my 600 words reports for art UT2 now. Can't think of anything more. Cause all the resources that i found are quite similiar. How to get 600 words. Haiz. Head getting bigger and hairs growing whiter.

Dunno why these 2 nites my arm keep trembling. Shit! I can't use lappy with trembling hand. Left arm is giving me problem. Sian. Now right shoulder is super pain cause i hurt myself during work yesterday.

Haiz. I need to go back and write my 600++ essay for art. I think it's not even 30% done. Only 300 words. Need to repharse and everything. Argh. What more can i write? Dunno... ... ... ... ... ... ...

2005-06-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

I have been very sick for the last few days. Went doctor on wednesday morning due to stomach flu. Ever since then, i have been eating nothing but fish porriage till now! Imagine! 4 days of porriage! Make me no energy at all.

After medication, i felt much more better. Early next day morning, i got diarroe again. Haiz. Went clinic with grandma in the early afternoon and meet sharon after that. Sharon hair so nice! I think that was a good perm! Weet weet~~ We went shopping for awhile and went back home. It was later at night, when i was on msn chatting with sharon, suddenly, my tummy hurts. I thought it will won't last long and tolerate with the pain. But the pain lasted so long and by making it worst, it is getting painer and painer. Totally cmi. So, i called my mum and she told me to go to see doc. Sharon came and bring me there. She is so worried. The most unlucky part is, the clinic was closed! PUI! I am so weak then, no energy to walk at all. Sharon bring me back home.

Once i reached home, i did nothing but went to bed straight. Can't even move. My mum reach home after work and saw my situation, she quicky get some duno what medicine from her friends. The pain was reduced. Phew. Getting much more better days by days. I just can't take it when i have to eat porriage for my evey meal for these 4 days! I'm craving for Long John, Burger King, KFC, Mac, super spicy food!! Sharon... Please cook some nice nice food for me once i recover okie okie? and remember this coming monday hor.. Haha!

2005-05-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

Don't know what the hell is happening to me... Haiz..
Alway's doing people's job... Thanks sharon and william for standing up me...

Went for RP 2004/2005 award ceremony last saturday with my mum and william.

After the ceremony, we went to the mph book sales and food fair at Expo. Wow... we bought lots and lots of things.

Thanks for being the chauffeur =p

2005-05-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Went for performance after my UT today.. Schedule is so tight. Lucky my dad brought me to harbour front about my UT. I was looking forward of this performance coz it is at Sentosa. But when the performance was about to start, we saw another group of orchestra members from another group joined in. I knew that there will be 2 of the group performing. It was during the performance that i am quite pissed off. They are actually showing off. wth. Wasn't happy with that. What for we are helping them when they are so suck up! All they says counts. idiot! change songs add songs... Quite pissed off with them. The conductor is my instructor, and when he is talking to members from another group, they are busy chit-chatting all the way. Show no respect at all. Seems like they have not been taught what is manner. All idiots!

2005-05-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

I AM REALI PISSED OFF...pissed off with everything that is happening around me.. school!! home!! every where!! why! why does this always happened! I am sick of this! I reali need to have a good cry!! Else i will explode.. Reali explode.. Just wan to get away... to some far far away places.. wonder if i will turn crazy if this continue... I wan to go overseas! wan to go chalet!! wan to go to places where i can REALLY relax and reali have fun..

I am dead! so dun look for me... Thanks...

Saded~

2005-05-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

Year 3~ Haiz... After 3 weeks of lesson... I more depressed. PP haven start, 14 more weeks to finish this semester, 2 project for my elective art module, CE points not yet fulfilled and lastly, 1 FYP to go! Aiyoz... Loads and loads! Ppl, please help me to do okie! I am dead! Haha! some one please but a nice coffin for me...

So Pissed Off with RP!

RP trying to cheat my DA points! They promise to give 1 DA for 1 session during the Open House, i did 2 sessions and which means 2 DA points. Idiot! But they only allocated 1 point for me! GO TO HELL!! Wrote email to Hong Joo and he said amendments was made but i went back to the site and check! I was not! Everything was a plot! A plot to cheat us to the Open House! Next time i gonna take tonnes of goodies! Else RP really too much! Write more email until i get back my 2 points!

2005-04-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

As requested from my dear sharon.. I went missing for 3 whole weeks and now i am back.. okie.. firstly, sharon, i dun own u money la... is addon wan to cheat ur money coz u look too gullible liao..haha... i still sleepy.. goin back to sleep.. bye.. haha..

Sick~

2005-03-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Sick... Coughing non stop.. Giddy.. i reali need a good sleep.. didnt sleep well for the past few days. dun look for me even if there are important things... I reali need a good rest.

2005-03-22T18:59:00.000+08:00

Working for the past few days. Non stop since Saturday. Wow!! Its like a attachment. Why? Cause i have been dealing with accounting stuff! Count and balance entries until i siao. Yesterday, the account manager ask me what faculty i am taking. I told her is Biz com. She was surprised and ask if i take accounts. I replied yes and she says if i am willing to help her. Lolx. Of cause i agreed. So she will make arrangments with Mich if she needs help.

Funan short of people so i went there from the HQ. Well, i need not to do anything there. Just sit there and get pay. Rather boring i would say. Help Ko to answer phone calls and jot down their queries. Thats all! Later in the eveing when there ain't that many calls and customer walking in, i just sit by the computer and msn. =x Haha. Fun and relaxing working there. Wow! And its not that tiring as i work in the beauty shop last time. Here, Mich offer me a higher pay. The working hours are short. Haha. Cool...

Today, i went back to the HQ to finish the invoices as yesterday i went to Funan in the midist of the calculation. Mich always says, "if anyone bullys you, tell me know." That's his pharse. He even msn Jesslyn today and ask whether she bully me and give me alot of things to do not. Haha... Such good boss!! Very 'zao gu' me Always buy me hot chocolate. Didn't get to drink it this few days cause he not around. Haha. Jus joking.

Tomorrow will be working in Funan. Lucky Mich will be there, if he is free, then i can ask him to teach me the things there. Alot of things! Dun even know what is what. Someone there to crap with me too!! =D

Work work work....

2005-03-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Tired. What my mind is flashing now are all invoices number, transactions and $$$$!!! Last week I went to work at the Samsung booth at Suntec.

Last night, my booth in-charge sms me and gave me a job offer. Guess wads that? I was supposed to be at his Funun shop but he called me later and wants me to work at the Head Quarter. It’s not an easy job ppl. I have to balance all the accounts. Sounds fun rite? Coz accounting, transactions and invoices are my favourite since sec sch. I agree to the job cause I knew that he need help. He told me that he won't be in the Head Quarter as he will be tending the shop so he said, " if anyone bullies you there, tell me." Haha. Good boss…

This morning I called him and ask him for the unit number of the Head-Quarter. Reached there very early. Start working straight away. Then, my phone rang, Michael called. Ask if I can find my way there and what I want for breakfast cause he will be going down to the Head-Quarter. Haha.. 1st things that came to my mind is Hot chocolate! Yum yum… He ask me where got sell, after a 2nd thoughts, I said, "erm.. buy other things ba. Anything also can." When he reached the office, he bought me Hot chocolate and Chocolate muffin. Yumyum. Got that for lunch. Haha.

Continue to balance the sales. Imagine 1000++++ of invoices infront of you! Omg! I manage to balance some of it with the settlement and some with the soft copy that I key in last weekend. The other! Forget it! Haha.. Do until I pissed off. The transaction just don’t balance! Haiz.. Even the accountant there also blur. Haha.. Then before I leaves, we discuss which transaction can be closed. Make her life easier. Haha. After that I went off le. Haha. The accountant told me bout the bosses there. Lolx. A lot of relationship wan. But all very good. Dun have the boss’s attitude. Even talk and joke with me! So cool. Feel like going back and work again!

Tml I will be working at his Funan shop. 1pm-6pm. Yeah! Good. Can sleep till late late.

My Mickey mouse alarm clock is away... ='(

Food Festival Fair

2005-03-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

I’m so tired! Yawning for the whole day. Mum woke me up at 8 plus to go to the Food Festival Fair with her. Food Fair… Yum yum…

She’s meeting her friend at 10am. We went to the wellness fair first. Saw girls in bikini. Wow! Haha. So boring. But I have to accompany my mum. After that we went for lunch, I queue and bring them the food. Went for food fair after that.

I was so happy when i saw 1 of the stall selling "or ni" yam paste. Got 1 small bowl for myself. 1st taste, i din taste anything, after tat, i felt that the "or ni" turns sour. Idiot! I went back to the stall and tell the uncle. He refund me the money and keep the "or ni" back into the stall. Think they know that the the food is turning bad! No ethic at all! Know liao still sell! Haiz.. I thought got "or ni" to eat le.. Who knows.. Saded.

Continue the walk. They really bought a lot of stuff. I carried everything for them. Heavy!! Haiz.. Like maid today. Saded.

2005-03-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Wake up early for school CO today.. So tired. Yawn. Idiot sharon! Keep bombing my phone. Calls me every 3 mins! Idiot Sharon! I dun have free incoming calls like you! Bomb my phone for wad! Always scold me scold me! Never die before isit! Saded! Haha.. Jus kidding. I was stunned by Sabrin today! Know why? She called me around 12:15pm and told me that she was still in home. Wa! You really blur lez! Haha.. Told me that she slowly take her time cause she thought only 11plus. OMG! She called me later and told me tat she was locked in! Haha! Normally ppl is locked out (like me). Where got ppl locked in de! haha =x Oops.. cannot laugh. Later will get kill! Haha.. =x

We Hereen with Sharon today. We shared 1 set of meal. Sharon's treat! Thanks dear! =D Haha... She wanna buy shoes but in the end she din get anything. wth! waste my bus fare. I jus found out that i spend $10 on just transport in 4 days! Stunned! Haha..

Shar! I want to swim!!!!!!!! =D

2005-03-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

Wow. Early in the morning wake up by phone calls... Why i can't get more sleep. =( Need to thx William to edit the blog for me. Thanks. =D Stupid blog gave me alot of problems and he have a hard time solving it. So sorry... Staying at home everyday. So wuliao. I need to find jobs, else i will bored to death. No work = no money! How can! Haiz.. Got any job intro?

2005-03-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry shar. I was working for the IT show. Thats the reason i didn't update my blog... sorry!! I was working for Samsung booth. Selling LCD monitor! haha!! the price there reali cheap! coz i actually saw their cost price.

I wonder how much they earn for selling all these product. They need to pay for promotors, pay for rent, pay for credit cards interest, pay for line, pay for rent, pay for stock, pay this pay that. Do they really earn?

My booth in-charge really good! We call him Michael. He treat us coffee bean on the 2nd day of work! Yum yum... My favourite Hot chocolate. Cause i dunno how to drink coffee.. Haha.. Still remember last time Kian Hui keep asking me to try his kopi.. lol! haha.. Yucks.. No nice.. Coffee got that kind of funny taste which make my tummy =( haha..

He very caring also. Scare that we are hungry and keep asking us go and eat. Very nice person to talk to.. Chat and distrub him is our favourite pass time. Haha.. I have to input all the entries that we sold into his excel files after everything. I work till 10pm everynite. Yesterday nite was the longest. 10.30pm!! Guess wad! Usually there are 4 books for entries. The last day, there are 10 books!! wad the!! Think Michael also paiseh. He ask me where i stayed. Den he gave me $20 to take cab home!! Wah! He said, he dun1 me to go home so late.. Dangerous! Haha.. I got my advace $20 pay! Yeah! This morning when i was sleeping, my bro came in and ask me for money for the internet bills! wad the! gone! haiz.. I so tired until i sleep till 12 plus pm.. lolx!

Ohya..Got this customer damn siao! He came for all 4 days!! Wan me to go makan with him.. siao! Ask me for my numbers. I was casher. So was super dooper busy and i dun bother bout him. I call my collegue to chase him away. She so smart.. say this say that, and i act that i din listen to their conversation. He waited like for 1hr and pass me his name and phone number in a small paper and pass it to me. Wan me to give him a call when i finish work! He not bad looking, think quite rich, but... abit too short (for a guy) =x Dun like to know guys in this manner. Haha.. Dey like so cheapo. haha

Ohya..Shar, i promise to go k-lunch with you rite? If i got the money, we go okie? Haha..

Thinking of going swimming these few days~~ Who wan to go with me? :p

My 1st blog =)

2005-03-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

Ah shar! Thanks for creating this super dooper nice blog for me... Love you deep deep. Muack!! Haha!

2005-03-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

My Very First Blog
All credits to my beloved Shar who uses all her time to help me with my blog~ I LOVE SHAR!!!!